summary: healing your negative state
Why you are dying of... whatever it is you are dying of, is because you’re parents are killing you, how they treated you when you were young is manifesting in your disease, illness, pain and torment.
Summary: Healing your negative state
We ONLY have to accept our bad feelings, stopping ourself from denying them. Then express them and long for the truth of them. And the truth, once uncovered, means we have healed that aspect of ourself we were denying giving rise to the bad feelings. We ONLY have to accept fully our negative, self-denying, evil state. To be it fully. To be living it fully, meaning: to be fully cognisant of the truth of it. Including: how we came to be of it; what was done to us by our parents to force us into it, and how we took it all on - how we then live it as a adult. We don’t have to do anything with our minds other than use them to help us describe and articulate the feelings we feel, along with the insights and understandings - and all the truth - that comes to light. The whole of our childhood repression healing - the whole healing of our negative state, is done only through the ongoing acceptance, expression and uncovering the truth of our feelings. And amazingly, as we do accept and express our feelings whilst really wanting to see the truth of them, the truth comes. And we do see it. And then we are truly free to be fully self-expressive. To be our true self. |
Don’t think there is any escape from doing your childhood repression healing, because there isn’t any.
There is no escape from your pain, that is what your life will show you. And when you finally come to accept that, then you’ll be ready to face the truth of your unloved state. Our self-love is about feeling right how we are without needing the approval of anyone else.
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It’s all about the TRUTH.
Uncovering the whole truth of yourself.
And this begins by uncovering the truth of your negative, self-denying unloved state, through your feelings. And it’s all done through feeling-aself-acceptance: self-love.
Uncovering the whole truth of yourself.
And this begins by uncovering the truth of your negative, self-denying unloved state, through your feelings. And it’s all done through feeling-aself-acceptance: self-love.
Don’t fix it
We’re taught and made to - right from our very beginning - not be how we are, that how we are is wrong, and that we have to do something about it - fix it. We have to change ourselves to suit the other person. The young boy is complaining in the shop. His mother says stop it, and clonks him over his head. He is not allowed to feel bad, he’s not allowed to be how he is feeling - so wants - to be. The young girl who’s whinging is told, ‘Stop that now, if you don’t behave we’re leaving... no, I’ve told you, you can’t have it.’ She’s not allowed to voice how she feels, she’s told to stop, be a different way, change yourself, do something about your problem, the problem the parent has with the child - fix it, fix yourself. All our early programming and conditioning is to stop our bad feelings, to change them - ourself - to fix ourselves and be another way, another way that suits someone else - our parents, the authority. We feel bad because something is not right. It’s right that we feel bad. We’re all conceived into a world that’s not right, it’s not perfect, it’s all wrong, and so everything within it should make us feel bad. Our parents are all wrong, they should make us feel bad, and we do, and yet when we protest, when we try to express our bad feelings, we’re told to stop being this way, to be another way, and we have to make ourselves be that way following their lead. We have to fix ourselves into becoming what is also not right, that’s imperfect, that is all wrong, all so we can get on reasonably well in the imperfection. And we do it by denying so many of our true bad feelings. And so we become false, and as soon as we feel bad, we activate unconsciously our early programming and do whatever we can to stop ourselves from feeling bad, and to make the thing causing us to feel bad, to go away - to fix our problem. What we don’t do is stop and not fix it for as long as we can, and instead focus on allowing ourselves to feel our feelings, with the intention of expressing them, of saying all that’s making us feel bad. All so we can come to see the reasons why we do feel bad - the truth of our feelings. To do our feeling-healing is to go the other way, to honour and respect our feelings above all else, even before we fix the problem. And if we still have to fix the problem or find suddenly we can and want to, but ALL AFTER WE’VE FIRST EXPRESSED ALL WE’VE FELT ABOUT IT, then fine, we can go ahead. And it’s amazing for how long you can hold off and not quickly fix the problem allowing yourself to speak about all it’s making you feel first. And if you try to hold off fixing the problem but feel you can’t, you must do something about it, then you do, always doing what you feel, but as you do, expressing all you feel about it. So reversing our patterns is what we need to do. To understand that our life is all wrong, and how we live it is wrong and detrimental to our well-being. And that it all started when we were very young, so we’re not even aware that we’re living against our true selves, as we’ve been made to believe that our wrong way of living is right. And so instead of trying to perfect the imperfect, to make it perfectly imperfect for ourselves, we can seek to try and uncover the truth of ourselves through our feelings with the intention of becoming as we’d naturally be - perfect. And being perfect in our feeling expression and ongoing growth of truth, we’d naturally feel life was perfect for us, and that we didn’t have to use all our time trying to fix everything. Certainly we'd fix what we needed to fix, but we wouldn’t be doing it to block out our bad feelings, to deny and dismiss ourselves. We’d be doing it knowing we’re being fully feeling expressive - the right way to be. |
When the pressure is on, what do you do?
Lock down trying to fight it denying all the bad feelings rushing up inside you? Or, go with the bad feelings, speaking about them and longing to uncover the truth of why you’re feeling them. You’ve had your life for very specific reasons, you couldn’t have had any other life. And you can find out those reasons by wanting to uncover the truth of it.
As obvious as it sounds, but we all relate to each other through our feelings, it’s our minds, and the beliefs contained within them, that keep us apart. The truth unites us bringing us closer together as we all feel the same way about the same things. That’s what’s so good about it.
As we grow in truth our feelings about everything changes. If our feelings are in keeping with the truth they intensify, if they are brought about by erroneous beliefs, then as the beliefs go being replaced by the truth, those feelings will change coming into harmony with the truth. And as I’ve said before, it’s not that our feelings are actually wrong, it’s just our interpretation of them, how we see them, that’s coloured by our beliefs.
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This is very important to understand regarding the doing of your Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing.
Ones healing begins with the understanding that all how humanity is, is wrong - everything. So all how you are is wrong - everything. It doesn’t matter if some of how you are may be right, that will come out in the wash so to speak, but it does matter to begin by focusing on the worst; so you are not only all wrong, but you are evil too. So alarm bells should start ringing, you should feel resistance to this, for no one wants to be evil unless they are wanting to for reasons of false power.
So if you can accept, or just entertain the notion that we’re all living untrue to ourselves, untrue to our soul, untrue to nature and untrue to God, then this is where you begin: by wanting to become true. True to yourself, nature and God. And so, you need to do your healing.
So then we look to our feelings to help us see this truth - how untrue we are and all that entails, and why we are untrue: what’s happened to us to make us be this way. And we are to accept and express and long for the truth of all our feelings. And in uncovering the truth, so we will change, we don’t have to actively do anything with our minds to make ourselves change into better people. We ONLY have to accept and understand and express all our feelings to do with how we feel about being in our untrue states; so uncover the truth of being evil; or, the truth of being untrue. And as we do, we’ll slowly become more true just naturally.
Now the difference between what doing your Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing is compared to every other type of healing - be it with a therapist looking deep into your traumas, or through spiritual or religious means, or simply using your mind to forgive and forget and ‘get over it’ - is that all such ways of doing your healing are merely so you can heal yourself of your current problems, then once done, be able to happily move along in life feeling a lot better, even feeling fantastic, having overcome your disease or bad emotional state. So these approaches are offering help to overcome such obstacles, to change yourself, all so you can continue on being more successful and feeling much better about yourself in life as you know it, HOWEVER, IT’S IN A LIFE THAT IS STILL ALL WRONG. And this is what’s important to understand. So although you might feel wonderful having healed some part of yourself, or even your whole self as some people claim to have done, you are still only feeling more wonderful in your untrue, and so negative and evil state of mind and will. You simply feel more confident and powerful in your untruth, moving along happily still advancing it. So you’ve not healed ALL of yourself. You’ve not healed ALL of your Childhood Repression, you’ve not uncovered every feeling you’ve denied yourself since your conception. You will at best, only have scratched the surface of your true and full healing.
So what doing your Feeling-Healing and Soul-Healing is all about, is to HEAL YOURSELF OF YOUR WHOLE NEGATIVE STATE, to become positive and true. So it’s a complete breaking down of how you are, and rebuilding into a new you, a you that is true and full of love and is truly loving. So it’s a whole change of the inner person, and it will take time to be achieved and endless amounts of very hard work on yourself, because as you will find, you will have seemingly endless amounts of buried repressed bad feelings within you, all coming from what happened to you during your forming years.
So as your healing evolves, you will have breakthroughs when you feel great, and possibly feel you’ve healed your traumas, but it’s not about then getting on living happily in what’s left of your untrue state, it’s about still longing hard to live true, and dedicating your life to achieving the goal of being perfect, and true to your soul. And if this is your intention, then rest assured, your soul will keep the pressure on you, even relentlessly until there are simply no more repressed feelings to come out of you. And by the time that happens you will have spiritually grown in truth to understand your whole negative and untrue, evil condition, and your whole way of life and all you stand for will have vastly changed.
So doing your Feeling-Healing and Soul-Healing is not to look into yourself so as you fix what problems are there, enabling you to get back on the horse that you seem to have fallen off. It’s going off in a whole other and new direction entirely, living a very different life to the one you have known, removing yourself from the world in as much as not being untrue and evil like everyone else is, but still being able to be in the world, only in your true and perfect state of mind and will once you’ve finished your healing.
Ones healing begins with the understanding that all how humanity is, is wrong - everything. So all how you are is wrong - everything. It doesn’t matter if some of how you are may be right, that will come out in the wash so to speak, but it does matter to begin by focusing on the worst; so you are not only all wrong, but you are evil too. So alarm bells should start ringing, you should feel resistance to this, for no one wants to be evil unless they are wanting to for reasons of false power.
So if you can accept, or just entertain the notion that we’re all living untrue to ourselves, untrue to our soul, untrue to nature and untrue to God, then this is where you begin: by wanting to become true. True to yourself, nature and God. And so, you need to do your healing.
So then we look to our feelings to help us see this truth - how untrue we are and all that entails, and why we are untrue: what’s happened to us to make us be this way. And we are to accept and express and long for the truth of all our feelings. And in uncovering the truth, so we will change, we don’t have to actively do anything with our minds to make ourselves change into better people. We ONLY have to accept and understand and express all our feelings to do with how we feel about being in our untrue states; so uncover the truth of being evil; or, the truth of being untrue. And as we do, we’ll slowly become more true just naturally.
Now the difference between what doing your Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing is compared to every other type of healing - be it with a therapist looking deep into your traumas, or through spiritual or religious means, or simply using your mind to forgive and forget and ‘get over it’ - is that all such ways of doing your healing are merely so you can heal yourself of your current problems, then once done, be able to happily move along in life feeling a lot better, even feeling fantastic, having overcome your disease or bad emotional state. So these approaches are offering help to overcome such obstacles, to change yourself, all so you can continue on being more successful and feeling much better about yourself in life as you know it, HOWEVER, IT’S IN A LIFE THAT IS STILL ALL WRONG. And this is what’s important to understand. So although you might feel wonderful having healed some part of yourself, or even your whole self as some people claim to have done, you are still only feeling more wonderful in your untrue, and so negative and evil state of mind and will. You simply feel more confident and powerful in your untruth, moving along happily still advancing it. So you’ve not healed ALL of yourself. You’ve not healed ALL of your Childhood Repression, you’ve not uncovered every feeling you’ve denied yourself since your conception. You will at best, only have scratched the surface of your true and full healing.
So what doing your Feeling-Healing and Soul-Healing is all about, is to HEAL YOURSELF OF YOUR WHOLE NEGATIVE STATE, to become positive and true. So it’s a complete breaking down of how you are, and rebuilding into a new you, a you that is true and full of love and is truly loving. So it’s a whole change of the inner person, and it will take time to be achieved and endless amounts of very hard work on yourself, because as you will find, you will have seemingly endless amounts of buried repressed bad feelings within you, all coming from what happened to you during your forming years.
So as your healing evolves, you will have breakthroughs when you feel great, and possibly feel you’ve healed your traumas, but it’s not about then getting on living happily in what’s left of your untrue state, it’s about still longing hard to live true, and dedicating your life to achieving the goal of being perfect, and true to your soul. And if this is your intention, then rest assured, your soul will keep the pressure on you, even relentlessly until there are simply no more repressed feelings to come out of you. And by the time that happens you will have spiritually grown in truth to understand your whole negative and untrue, evil condition, and your whole way of life and all you stand for will have vastly changed.
So doing your Feeling-Healing and Soul-Healing is not to look into yourself so as you fix what problems are there, enabling you to get back on the horse that you seem to have fallen off. It’s going off in a whole other and new direction entirely, living a very different life to the one you have known, removing yourself from the world in as much as not being untrue and evil like everyone else is, but still being able to be in the world, only in your true and perfect state of mind and will once you’ve finished your healing.
Uncover the truth, and you're Free!
And once you've started your healing:
KEEP GOING!
And once you've started your healing:
KEEP GOING!