rejection behaviour
Absolutely every part of your behaviour - all how you are,
can be traced back to your forming years.
If you want to know the whole truth of why you are the way you are,
then you’ll find it as you uncover the truth of your early years.
can be traced back to your forming years.
If you want to know the whole truth of why you are the way you are,
then you’ll find it as you uncover the truth of your early years.
Rejection Behaviour
We feel rejected so we reject, not only each other, but more importantly, ourselves. And it’s very hard to change such behaviour because it deals directly with our relationship with our parents, of which most of us don’t want to delve into for fear of what we might find. And it deals directly with our pain, our suffering, all those terribly bad feelings we felt and still feel. It means we have to accept that we do feel unloved, unwanted and uncared about by the very people who we wanted and still want to love and want us. And because most of us don’t want to go anywhere near such awful pain, we do all we can to put band-aides on, to keep doing things to take our mind off it. We refuse to see we get sick because of all those repressed bad feelings that are our pain. And we go to the doctor in the hope he or she can patch us up, tell us we’re all better, and send us back out there into the unloving world of our parents - the same world we’re unconsciously living in as adults. But one day the pain and all those buried bad feelings becomes too hard to keep hidden away. One day it starts to surface, and only be accepting it, speaking about it, and seeking the truth of such bad feelings, can it all come out and can you be healed of feeling so rejected, so hurt and so unloved. By doing our Feeling-Healing - or our Soul-Healing including God’s Divine Love - can we end our feeling of rejection. But it’s a long hard road, as there’s a hell of a lot to see and understand about it. |
Mother with toddler in op shop
At least her child wasn’t strapped into its pusher unable to do anything. But still, having to be subjected to: Kylie, Kylie, Kylie, Kylie.... Kylie, Kylie... Kylie, Kylie, Kylie, Kylie, Kylie... come here Kylie, Kylie, Kylie... Kylie, Kylie, Kylie what are you doing, stay here, Kylie, Kylie... Kylie, Kylie.... Kylie, Kylie, Kylie, Kylie, Kylie put that back, Kylie, Kylie, Kylie, Kylie, Kylie... Kylie, Kylie... Surely you’d end up hating the sound of your own name. |
It’s right to be however you feel, because that’s how you feel.
It’s wrong to be other than you feel.
And really there is no right or wrong, only how you feel.
It’s wrong to be other than you feel.
And really there is no right or wrong, only how you feel.
How it comes about
It is caused because of not being loved. When we feel unloved we feel rejected, unwanted, uncared about. And we feel deeply hurt. We don’t want to feel unloved, no one does, and when we do it’s very crippling, depowering us and making us feel hated: that no one wants us, no one likes us, we are nothing - of no account. And we feel very sad about it, very miserable because we can’t do anything about it. We can’t make them love us, and we feel hurt to our core. And if we feel rejected and unloved for too long or too many times we feel depressed, weighted down with despair and wishing we could end it all. We feel so unwanted, so unloved, and so hurt - the worst feelings we can feel. As a young child we need to constantly feel loved so we feel constantly wanted. And we need to feel this so we feel good - good about coming into life. However, if for one moment we don’t feel loved and wanted, we feel like the world is ending, our existence is threatened; we feel so bad, alone, terrified of what might happen to us. And we feel angry. We feel angry so fight using all we have to stop the person or thing that is making us feeling unloved, but when we are very small this usually means we cry. We cry with all we have. But to get to this point, to cry because we feel our existence is being threatened, because we don’t feel loved, means we’ve suffered too much already, the damage has been done, we’ve been hurt very deeply, we’re traumatised. We should never reach this point, we should never feel so unloved, especially when we’re a baby and a young child - just coming into being. And yet sadly and tragically for most of us - all of us perhaps - we not only feel like this once during our early live, but many - even countless - times, and sometimes many times in one day. For some of us the rejection pressure is all but relentless our parents always stopping us from being how we want to be. And the hurt and trauma compounds to a point where we know nothing else, even accepting that this is our life and convincing ourselves that we actually feel good within such a terribly bad state. Whether we want to accept that we’re all conceived into an unloving, rejecting, self and feeling denying state of mind and will; and that our parents no matter how loving they might be or how loving their intentions are, are still denying us, rejecting us, and not loving us to some degree, the fact is that all of us grow up feeling like we were not loved as much as we needed to be loved, even if we’re not consciously aware of such feelings. So we come into the world already struggling for breath, that being what the Catholic Church is trying to say when it speaks about original sin. And it doesn’t matter who we are and how we are, if we have a child, in some way and on some level we’ll reject it, so all children grow up feeling to some degree rejected. This resulting in all of our behaviour being based around rejection and feeling unloved. All of our society, our culture, the whole of humanity is all in the same boat, all creating every day what many think is a good life and a life of love, when it’s all still self-defeating, self-denying: rejecting. We grow up rejecting ourselves because we were rejected, and so know no other way of being. And all we do to try and make ourselves feel better we do in the vain hope that we won’t feel as bad, that we’ll feel good, that we might even feel loved. And yet by the simple fact that we have to do such things to make us feel better means we’ll never achieve the good feeling of love we so long for, because were we parented perfectly with love, then we’d have no need to do anything in the hope of feeling loved, we’d already feel it. So endlessly we go on around and around, trying this and that, having relationships all in the hope that we’ll get lucky: we’ll find the right work, we’ll find the right partner, we’ll end up living deliriously happy in paradise. But it will never happen. For a short time, all dependent on our early childhood patterns we might find some relief, meet someone we ‘love’, but still, be it on Earth or when we live in spirit, at some point those repressed and deeply buried bad feelings of rejection will surface and things won’t be as rosy as we thought they were, the good feelings no longer being there. But why do some people seem to enjoy life and have someone to love with good things happening to them, whereas others might for a short time only or never at all? And this comes down to how it was for them during their early life. When we don’t feel loved we feel depowered, we can’t freely express ourselves in life, no one wants us to, there is nowhere for us. And feeling depowered means we feel rejected - it’s not for us, we can’t have it. However if our parents did allow us to have something, even some power over them, then that becomes part of our pattern and so as an adult we’ll create for ourselves (mostly unconsciously) something in life or have someone in life who does make us feel like we have some power, that we are wanted, even needed by the other person or the world, just as our parents would have made us feel needed and wanted. And so for such people they have good things happen to them and feel life is on their side. But if your parents never made you feel powerful, denying you all power, then you will never be able to feel powerful in later life. You’ll always feel like life is forcing you out into the outer, never allowing you to feel in control, good, happy, loved and like you’re getting somewhere - to where you want to go. As we come into being we are creatures of emerging will, and if we feel loved our will is free to fully express itself so we feel naturally powerful, just as we can observe in nature. All creatures of nature are of perfect natural love and will and so feel and naturally express their true power, even if we treat them unlovingly. No matter what horrible things we do to nature, it still intrinsically feels good and right and powerful within itself. But it’s different for us because we’re able to feel powerless, rejected, unwanted and unloved. And we can feel such things to the very depths of our being. And we can also cover up such bad feelings, pretending to ourselves that we don’t feel bad. As we try to bring our will into being we come up against greater wills as in those of our parents. And really our parents being of stronger and more powerful will should use that will to help us, to support us, to nurture and guide us into being. However as our parents also feel powerless and so will-less to some degree, they are not capable of using their will to lovingly support us and in fact do the very opposite to us, they use their greater power to overpower us their child. They use their child to gain the power they feel deprived of, all in the desperate and tragic hope of feeling more powerful. If we were of a true, pure and perfect state of mind and will, having been parented by true, pure and perfectly loving parents, then we wouldn’t grow up needing to do things in the hope of making us feel powerful as we’d already just naturally feel powerful. And then as parents we wouldn’t use our children to make ourselves feel more powerful, we’d have all the power we needed and so would leave our children alone in the sense of not interfering with their freedom of self-expression, allowing them to express their increasing amounts of power without taking it from them or stopping them. We wouldn’t criticise and chastise and punish them, nothing they would do would make us angry. We wouldn’t see them as a bother and disrupting influence in our lives, we would only love them. But we can’t love them because we ourselves weren’t fully loved. So no matter how loving we might believe and want to think we are, we use our children to gain power by having power over them. So we abuse them, and in doing so we are traumatising them, making them feeling unwanted, unloved - rejected. And we play all sorts of horrible games with them. We push them away, we pull them close, we yell and curse and punish them making them believe it’s all their fault; we get angry with them, then we suddenly feeling guilty, we apologise or try to make it up to them, all whilst telling them it’s all for their own good, that it’s how the world is and it will make them be able to survive in the world the right way. So we make them deny their true selves, we force them to change their natural way of being and how they would freely express themselves, we interfere with them on all levels, and we call this being loving, caring, good parents. But we have no idea what we’re really doing to them. So as children we’re made to feel powerless and grow up like our parents seeking ways to regain this lost power, seeking ways to live with ‘false power’. And so all we do is about gaining false power. All our relationships are about gaining false power, and we do so within the context and pattern of how we were allowed to during our forming years. For example: I need to get a job and see that there is a Fishing Park on the Island so go along and meet the owner asking him if it would be possible for him to give me work. He does need other people to teach people about fishing so employs me. He shows me what he wants, how I am to do the job and what is expected of me. I want to do a good job, for him and for myself. We start of liking each other. I enjoy the working environment, the other staff, and it seems like he is pleased with my learning the job and doing what he wants. However what neither of us understand is that we both feel powerless because of how we were parented and are both working to gain power, he over me, me over him, and so the battle begins. As I start to find my way around my new job feeling more confident about doing what the boss is asking of me, I start to see that things are not as they are supposed to be. Some of the other staff are not doing as the boss says they should do. Some of the other staff are disgruntled by the boss, but I don’t as yet understand their complaints. I strive to do my job well but unbeknown to myself I’m also subtly taking more of my tasks into my own hands and subtly shifting what I do away from how the boss says he wants them done. And very soon I realise that many of the things the boss wants done a certain way would be better done another way, the other way saving time and making it easier for me. And being new and conscientious and not understanding that I want to please the boss who is my father, and if I do will give myself more power feeling he is happier with me, go to the boss suggesting that we change the way of doing things. But the boss doesn’t want the way changed, and not only that he comes down hard on me for not doing things how he wants them down. And I feel hurt. I feel rejected by him, I was only trying to help, but he shows me loud and clear that he doesn’t want my help, he wants to have all the power, all the say, and he wants me to robotically do as he says. But I can’t do this, I now have all these bad feelings I don’t know what to do about. And I don’t want to do the job exactly as he says it should be done, because in theory it might work well in his mind, but in practice it makes my life very difficult and I feel even worse. But what can I do. I can’t confront the boss for this would make him angry and he might sack me. So I have to bite back my anger and hurt, I have to bury my bad feelings of resentment and not being respected, and I have try and stop looking to him for approval and acceptance, wanting him to be a loving supportive, kind and caring father to me, a father that I didn’t have. But our relationship has changed. When he makes me feel rejected I don’t like him, I hate him. And on his side, when I dare to speak about things I don’t like, he feels I’m rejecting him. He feels as he is making me feel. He feels hurt because I’m not being loving and supportive of him, I’m not saying to him that his way of doing things is perfect and I get on and do my job with joy on my face and no argument. And if only it could be that way. And so on it goes. I subtly reject the boss and show him I think he’s full of shit, as he makes me feel hurt, rejected and unloved. And he gets pissed off because I’m threatening and undermining his authority coming down hard on me treating me like I’m worse than shit. So inevitably it comes to a head. From my side I can’t keep my bad feelings suppressed any longer. I have reached a point of hating him so much that I no longer care about the job, I detest being treated like a stupid three-year old and like I don’t matter. I don’t know how he feels but he no doubt hates me in equal proportions. So finally I make a stand. He comes to me telling me I’m not doing what he wants and I disagree with what he is saying, particularly as a few weeks before he told me to change how I was do it (making even worse as far as I’m concerned), and I have been doing it as he said. I’m fed up with him changing his ways of wanting things to be done on a whim and in the spur of the moment, obviously just to have and demonstrate his power over me, and all because he is feeling too stressed to deal with the real issues pressing on him. I’m sick of him taking out his anger and frustration on me and the other staff and so want to tell him so, which of course he doesn’t want to hear. So we fight, trying to have power over each other, telling each other all the things we hate about each other. And in the end he says I have to go, he is fed up with my disobedience, he is the boss, he has the final say. He feels he wins, and I also feel I win, because I was finally able to stand up to him without feeling so terrified and like I’d be severely punished for speaking up, something I couldn’t do before as I could never stand up to my father. And so I become another statistic, another casualty added to the long list of staff who finally got fed up and left. And now I can sympathise with them. And at the same time I have come to understand that in many ways the boss and I are very much alike. We’re both scared little boys afraid of feeling unloved and rejected by everyone because we already feel it, it being how we were treated by our parents. Only he and I differ in that during his forming years he was in some way able to have power over other people and his parents, whereas I wasn’t. He was able to grow up and become a boss being the uncaring, unfeeling child he still is, the wounded and hurt boy who is struggling along all alone trying to show to the world that he is not a useless failure, that he is a success - he is a boss. And in his mind, a good boss, because he pays some of his staff above award wage, and does all sorts of other caring things for them. But still he abuses their feelings and really doesn’t give a shit about them personally. And I remain forever staff because I was never put in the ‘boss’ position when I was young. And I remain forever frustrated with the boss because my grandmother said I was better than my mother, superior to her and my father, so that is how I feel I am to my bosses. And because they treat me with disrespect, this enforces my belief of being superior to them, only it’s all a fantasy and nothing more than a belief because my bosses feel threatened by my patronising behaviour and find ways of getting rid of me. And being the more objective outsider, I and can see how they are shooting themselves in the foot limiting their business by treating their staff so poorly, staff who if left to get on with the job and were adequately respected and made to feel important and wanted, would do a marvellous job. But these same staff instead get fed up and end up doing as little as possible putting on the show for the boss that they are doing what he says, when all the way along they are plotting and scheming, working their little power games, delighting in the fact they are shafting him and he is none the wiser. And in the end, and they know it it will happen, so too does their day of reckoning come. It’s all very sad, tragic and pathetic. We’re still just little boys and girls all having learnt how to put on a show, to be two-faced, smiling and pretending we like each other, when in fact we’re hurting and rejecting each other, only doing what our parents did to us and so what we’ve learnt to do to others. And to our children. |
None of us are at fault, we’re all innocent victims.
Ones happiness is not dependent on the outside of oneself - it’s your soul that makes you happy. And if your soul - you - has not been looked after properly in its upbringing, then its unhappy and unable to do anything about it. We have to eventually get to the point of knowing - of feeling it right through us - that we no longer need anything from the outside to make us happy, having grown up becoming dependent only on the outside for feeling good. And throughout ones feeling-healing it’s a constant revealing to oneself of all the things one is attached to.
The things that hurt us aren’t actually going against the real us, they are going against the bullshit us we’re trying to maintain. They’re trying to show us we’re false, that’s why they hurt us. So really the bad things are good showing us we’re wrong. They are actually supporting our true selves which we are denying. We’ve got it completely around the wrong way.
Every breath we’re living against ourselves. It’s a continual drain of our energy. Nothing we do should make us feel good. By the end of the day we should feel totally fucked, miserable to the core of our being. It’s how you will feel when you allow yourself to feel it as you do your feeling-healing.
A truly self-absorbed person does truly want to know about themselves or whatever it is they are doing because they are fully absorbed in it, all through their feelings. They want to know all that’s going on, all that’s affecting them and why. Unlike someone like my mother who was completely absorbed in her own fantasies, not wanting to really know what was going on in her or anyone else’s life. The self-deluded, self-absorbed person is completely wrapped up in their own mind, nothing to do with the truth their feelings are trying to show them.
Put the music on to keep your spirits up. Don’t ever turn it off or all those dreaded bad feelings will start to creep up on you again. And don’t for god sake go the other way and allow yourself to feel as bad as you actually do feel underneath all you’re doing to stop yourself feeling such feelings. Don’t allow yourself to be how you truly are, no matter what.
I’m on the side of the thing, not my own side, so I can’t be on Marion’s or anyone’s side truly supporting them. I live with the thing being true, right, worthwhile, all that’s important, not myself. I live impersonally, not personally. I live with my mind in control, not my feelings.
They accuse their child of causing their own problems saying it only has itself to blame. ‘You’ve only got yourself to blame, so shut up.’ Stop doing it, or even keep doing it, but shut up. They fail to see the truth of their actions, which one day is going to come home to them in a lot of pain. You can’t get away with it - being an unloving parent. You’re going to have to pay the price, you’re going to have to suffer all you caused your child to suffer. And the price will be paid in pain.
How many people have a baby hoping it will solve all their problems bringing happiness and fulfilment to their lives. However the baby forms in it’s parents deep unconscious, in their childhood repression, in all that the parents don’t want to see about themselves. Then it is born and presses all its parents buttons making them feel bad, threatening to bring all they don’t want to feel and see about their pretentious life to the surface. Their fantasy can no longer exist, so they beat and yell at their child, punishing it into submission. They beat their own child which is really themselves, all that hidden yuk they are refusing to see.
What happened to us to make us feel fundamentally unhappy, whereas most other people seem relatively happy and can get on doing whatever they want to do. But we can’t do anything we want to do, and mostly there’s not even a lot of what we want to do, as we know there is no point in wanting to do things anyway as we can’t do them - things won’t happen for us. We didn’t get whatever it is you need to start. We’re the failures of this world.
I can't to do it!
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Feelings express our nature. If we suppress them, we’re suppressing our true nature.
It goes like this:
The boss shits all over staff. Staff takes it for as long as he can not wanting to antagonise boss for fear of losing job. But in the end it gets too much. Staff reacts by standing up to boss. Boss doesn’t like feeling his power and authority being questioned and so sacks staff. Staff knows it’s coming, but staff has had enough of boss’ shit. Staff leaves wondering why it has to be like this. Boss blames staff for being bad and not doing what boss wants, boss never looks at his own behaviour, boss blames everyone else, never blames himself. Boss fails to see the cycle, and fails to ask himself why he has such a high staff turnover - he always complains that it’s so hard to find good staff, and why does he have to employ morons.
It went like this:
Parent shits all over child. Child takes it as it can’t do anything else. Child learns how to live within the authority of its parent. Child is made to feel powerless and so rejected and unloved by its parent. Child feels hurt and does all it can to cover up such bad feelings. And it might succeed in doing so to the extent of pretending to itself that it even loves its parent. But it doesn’t, it hates its parent. Child then grows up seeking alternative or substitute parents. Child works for boss that treats it like shit, making it feel powerless and rejected, unwanted and unloved. Child feels hurt by boss, just as it felt hurt by its parent.
The pattern once formed is locked in there to stay. Only by changing the underlying parent/child relationship can the pattern change. By doing ones feeling-healing one can change such a relationship.
The boss shits all over staff. Staff takes it for as long as he can not wanting to antagonise boss for fear of losing job. But in the end it gets too much. Staff reacts by standing up to boss. Boss doesn’t like feeling his power and authority being questioned and so sacks staff. Staff knows it’s coming, but staff has had enough of boss’ shit. Staff leaves wondering why it has to be like this. Boss blames staff for being bad and not doing what boss wants, boss never looks at his own behaviour, boss blames everyone else, never blames himself. Boss fails to see the cycle, and fails to ask himself why he has such a high staff turnover - he always complains that it’s so hard to find good staff, and why does he have to employ morons.
It went like this:
Parent shits all over child. Child takes it as it can’t do anything else. Child learns how to live within the authority of its parent. Child is made to feel powerless and so rejected and unloved by its parent. Child feels hurt and does all it can to cover up such bad feelings. And it might succeed in doing so to the extent of pretending to itself that it even loves its parent. But it doesn’t, it hates its parent. Child then grows up seeking alternative or substitute parents. Child works for boss that treats it like shit, making it feel powerless and rejected, unwanted and unloved. Child feels hurt by boss, just as it felt hurt by its parent.
The pattern once formed is locked in there to stay. Only by changing the underlying parent/child relationship can the pattern change. By doing ones feeling-healing one can change such a relationship.
The struggle for power - false power
All because we feel unloved. The parent feels powerless having been parented without receiving the love it needed. So it unwittingly uses its child to gain power by having power over it. The ‘loving’ parent controls and dominates its child making it be how it wrongly believes is the right way to be, the way imposed on it by its parents. The child longing for love, to receive and give love, feels rebuffed, rejected, unwanted and unloved. It reaches out only to be stopped, told it can’t be how it wants to be - how it feels it wants to be. It’s feelings are not wanted, they are rejected as it is rejected. We are our feelings. But the child doesn’t want to feel hurt and rejected and fights back. It wants to feel powerful, it wants to feel as powerful as it naturally would were it fully loved. But as it can’t get such love from its parents it then has to seek other avenues to gain power, this being now false-power. And some parents allow their children to have a certain amount of power within the power structure of the family, even a certain amount of power over them. And so the child learns what it can and can’t do, this becoming the basis of its world and how it will be as an adult. And if the child gains some power, let’s say over its parents, then it feels superior to its parents, possibly even looking down on them, pitying them, patronising or sympathising with them depending on how they are treating it. But it doesn’t matter because the battle for power now well entrenched defines the life lived. And out into the world the child goes striving as hard as it can to do what it needs to do to gain and maintain its false power. And so as we look at our world we see everything is about having power over something or someone else. Our relationships with nature; our relationships with each other; our relationships with our family. It’s all a struggle, all causing difficulties and hardships, hurt and pain. And all because at the bottom of it we all feel unloved. |
Carry your cross as Jesus did, accept all your problems and express how you feel about them. Don’t refuse to acknowledge them. Don’t deny the truth of your evilness.
It’s not about how should I live in each moment. Should I cut my hair this way or that, should I live in this or that house with this and that things. How you live is by longing to stay true to yourself expressing all your feelings as you go this way and that. You just live true to your feelings and not trying to work it all out with your mind.
So much of what I write comes from the Living Font. She always has another observation and feeling to express: more of the truth of our badness.
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We punish criminals by locking them away, hiding them out of sight, banishing them so we don’t need to have anything to do with them.
We punish our bad feelings by locking them away inside ourselves, hiding them out of sight, banishing them so we don’t need to have anything to do with them.
As a young child with many feelings we were treated as a criminal.
We punish our bad feelings by locking them away inside ourselves, hiding them out of sight, banishing them so we don’t need to have anything to do with them.
As a young child with many feelings we were treated as a criminal.
Alone on my dam wall
I’m standing on the wall of the dam I built. It’s taken me twenty-eight years to build. I’ve dammed the stream of my bad feelings. I haven’t wanted to feel bad, and with each rock I placed in the valley; and each bit of sand and dirt and mud I cemented the rocks together with, I succeeded in keeping them away. But now I’m too tired. I can’t build the dam wall any higher. Life keeps battering away at me, the bad feelings always threatening, but I have some time left yet before it all breaks apart. Time before the water of my bad feelings spills over. Time before all my efforts prove to be in vain. I stand looking down at the great expanse of water - all my repressed bad feelings stretching way out before me. And I wonder: why? Why are they always threatening me? Where do they all keep coming from? What happened to me to cause them all? And what is going to happen? I can’t keep building my dam wall for ever. I stand on my dam wall for another seven years searching for answers. Now I am thirty-five and I know what needs to be done, another huge task awaits me, and yet now I also know I have time to do it. When I was six a boy whom I thought was my friend (I’d played at his house numerous times) said something to me that made us fight. I can’t remember what he said. It was my first and only fight I had in my life. What could he have said that made me so angry? This is what I hope I will find out in the depths of my feelings. I now stand below my dam wall and I have begun. A steady trickle of bad feelings is flowing over the breach I have made in the top of the wall. I am slowly dismantling it, it is the only way I can heal myself and find inner peace. And I know that it won’t be until there is no wall any longer that I will know the truth of why I had to build it in the first place. The years are passing, my dam wall is lowering, I am allowing myself to feel my bad feelings. And understanding is slowly coming to me. I stand alongside the stream of my feelings admiring its beauty. Water plants grow in abundance along its edges and within its shallows. Some have eel-like dark-green leaves, thin, long and rising up to float on the surface and sway in the gentle current. A few years ago I saw the first small fish that came from down stream, now many are regular inhabitants. Now I understand that the boy accused my mother of being bad. I didn’t like what he said. Now I agree with him. Now I know she didn’t love me. Now there is no longer any dam wall left. |
We’ve got to see the truth of ourselves through our feelings. There is no other way to see it.
We think children should be utterly dependent on our parents and always obeying them. And we think that’s the same way we should be with God. However we should be utterly dependent on our own feelings and obey them. They are there to guide us through life, not something like the Bible.
The only thing we should obey is the urge to express ourselves - our true selves. To do what we feel like doing and express ourselves truly. As soon as we disobey that, our feelings to express ourselves, as happened during our forming years, we hurt ourselves, we leave the right path moving into being untrue and disobedient to ourselves. We are then rebelling against ourselves, nature, God and all that’s good. We’re being evil. Being evil is being untrue to yourself, which means not accepting all your feelings. It's as simple as that.
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We’re suffering from rejection behaviour.
It’s the problem with the world, it explains how we are.
It's what makes us feel unhappy and causes us to get sick.
We are the Rejected Ones.
It’s the problem with the world, it explains how we are.
It's what makes us feel unhappy and causes us to get sick.
We are the Rejected Ones.