Mary says...
Our parents make us sacrifice our wills for theirs.
Life is not meant to be a sacrifice.
Life is not meant to be a sacrifice.
Mary Magdalene says...
And that’s all that’s important, to allow yourself to go with all the bad feelings, to let them make you feel as bad as you feel, irrespective of the experience. And to keep talking no matter what else you do, to keep expressing all you feel, and to long for the truth of such feelings. And not to worry about seeing or uncovering the truth so much, it will come of its own accord when you are ready, but to just keep speaking about all you feel. I can’t stress that enough, it’s vital, it’s the whole key to it. And if you’re not sure as to whether you are expressing all your feelings as you should be, don’t worry, long for help, and it will come. Don’t be afraid to ask for help. Ask God, ask the Mother and Father, ask your friend or friends, or just ask with all sincerity in your private moments. And understand that once you start to do your healing in earnest, you’re setting out to live differently, to end your old evil, self-denying way of life. So in a way you’re crossing over into a new world, and although the old one will keep encroaching and making you feel bad, that’s what needs to happen until all your repressed feelings have come out of you. And the whole aim of accepting your bad feelings is to accept your whole negative state, so you can go back and see what your relationship with your parents was really all about. And when you’ve got the whole picture and can feel and know it to be true, then you will have completely healed yourself, and so move into living in your new life free of such negative influences. And I want you to understand that you can achieve your healing through your flesh life, however for a lot of people they won’t do it all at once and so it will continue on into their spirit life. And when you arrive in spirit if you are intent on living with the Divine Love or just with your natural love, a place will be ready and waiting for you to come into so you can keep going. And there is no penalty for not finishing your healing in flesh, it’s not going to make your spirit healing time harder. Don’t be concerned with such things, don’t be concerned with anything other than trying to express all you feel. Your feelings are the only thing that is important because they are the true you. And the more of them you can bring out into the open the more you’ll feel better about yourself. If you truly want to feel, loved and happy, it’s the only way. But as James has said and shown, it’s very hard work and might take a long time. And as I have repeatedly said, it’s the ONLY way to get yourself out of your evilness, nothing else can help you so completely as going the whole way with your healing can. But again, don’t put yourself under undue stress by trying to force your healing. It will run its own course and you’d do well to simply go along with it, the bad feelings rising up in you as you need them to. Your healing is a natural process, one that once you commit yourself to - to uncovering the whole truth of yourself, will keep going so long as you want it to. It’s not a process you can learn to do and so control or influence with your mind. All of that sort of thing only serves to block your feelings even more. And as you submit and give in and over to your feelings, you’ll break down your minds control over you and you’ll see all the ways you are doing to maintain that control. And finally, understand and be prepared for possibly every aspect of your life, all you have thought to be right, good and true, to be shown to be the very opposite. It might all turn out like that, but if you can accept it, it will help you let go of your control a little more. Divine Love Spirituality |
It should get too much for us - and we should cry.
We possess for total control; and we do it ‘loving’ or unlovingly.
It’s as simple as this: if you treat your child badly, unlovingly in any way, then you shouldn’t be a parent. And as we all live in a negative unloving way, then no one should be a parent because everyone treats their child badly. And if no one parented, we’d very quickly see the end of evil.
We discipline our body to keep all our emotions and feelings under control. We control ourselves through our physical body - physical power - because it’s easy and we can.
We put ourselves in the hands of others who have more power than we do, such as doctors, just as we were with our parents having all the power over us. So we give over, put ourselves - our feelings aside, by becoming dependent on the controlling person - the authority. So we end up needing the pills the doctor prescribes for us instead of relying on our natural true selves - on our feelings.
We live in an unsustainable way, in a morally bankrupt system because we’re untrue.
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I have to be the same as them, I can’t be myself.